Love

I think I might be in love with him. I knew there was something different about him the moment I saw his picture. That’s why I started a conversation with him. Then we met and I was more nervous than I’ve ever been in my life (and I was driving at that lol). Then we went out on a date. I was actually slightly okay then but still pretty nervous. Then he kissed me. And there wasn’t fireworks or any of that. It was just a kiss but my heart started racing. And then we decided to start dating. And it’s been 4 weeks already. Even though he had an emotional spiel about a week after we started dating and unknowingly made me cry, he came back and we’re better than ever. I even lost my virginity to him just 3 days after I met him. Now I’ve had many opportunities to have random sex with guys but that’s not me. I felt something between us (no, you pervs, I’m not talking about his penis lol), the potential for something so much more, something deep and real and meaningful, so I went for it, and I’m not sorry I did. But it just occurred to me though that I could quite possibly be in love with him. I love the way he makes me feel. Just holding his hand is the best feeling in the world. Kissing him, omg, my heart races and I can’t breathe. I’m not even saying he’s the best kisser in the world but what he does to me is a feeling I can’t explain. Sex with him, I’m not even going there. You pervs will not find out about that. 😛 But just laying next to him and having him holding me while we sleep, I love that feeling. I wish I could always sleep like that. And guess what? He actually likes my family. My crazy, oddball family. lol. He’s afraid to let me meet his family though. They’re very strict. So I don’t know if it’s my pink hair, the nose ring, the fact that I’m white and he’s Korean, I don’t know what it is but he’s afraid of his parents meeting me. Hell, he’s afraid of his parents in general though. Which I understand. I’m afraid of my parents to an extent. But he has talked about us possibly being married one day. I’m so freaking happy right now. I think I could possibly see a very long future with him.

-Jia-

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